Ilaya Street

Those days felt like we were successful. I had all the symptoms. But somehow I didn’t feel too hopeful. It still felt like there was something wrong, something missing. I held on to the tiny ray of hope that they opened for me because they saw it, too. I saw it – the faint line that meant “yes”…
The next day, [...]

We blog, we tweet, we update facebook status, once in a while we visit the lonely myspace page, we IM, we text, we email. With so many ways to communicate and keep in touch with so many people, why do i still feel out of touch and disconnected?

the kind of posts ive been reading lately:
My DH and I have been TTC for 3years. I am now 16DPIUI. Did HPT showed BFN. HCG test either PG or not PG. Got BW for BPT. We’re way past the 2WW. Waiting for AF. CD35.  RE said all’s ok.
Not my situation but something i can relate to. [...]

Im up here in my office looking through the glass door. I saw a black bird crossing the road towards my house. She wasnt flying. she wasnt a chicken. she was a beautiful black bird. she crossed the road with an attitude. sexy gait. aw. she walked just like me. :)
 Next time I want to [...]

Yesterday when I was out mixing (stirring?) my compost pile, something moved behind the bushes which made me jumped. Saw something smallish like a huge bullfrog but not big enough to be a rabbit. Hm.
A few minutes later, while I was watching tv, i looked outside the glass door and there it was – a [...]